Once that stops I'll off myself without hesitation.
No you wont.
You don't have the guts to kill yourself.
I don't even know why you say you don't value human life, because you do.
I can't imagine what you could possibly think saying that around a bunch of
humans is going to do for you, but it isn't going to work. You wont look cool, and you aren't going to be thought of as a badass. The only thing that will change is that you'll be regarded as even more of a moron than what is already clear.