I know that feel.I'm also afraid of needles and panic whenever I am anywhere near a doctor's office
when i was 12 and had to get a shot i flipped the forget out and ran out of the doctor's office screaming good times
oh my god thisI'll be all calm like, "yeah, I can handle this." but as soon as it's my turn to get a shot I just start screaming.that's what happened when I had to get my tetstar fish shot.