right now i feel like all i am is a wast of time, and that i dont matter at all.
Well, who do you tell everything to? If they matter to you, then you matter to them. What do you get after killing yourself? An obituary in the newspaper, a small police investigation to see if bullying was the cause? Now if you live, you have the potential to create a perfect life. And everyone does. I don't know you, but I sure as know you matter, as well as everyone else. There's a reason for everything to live, and you might not know yours yet. I'm 14 and I know what I'm ever going to do in my life, I really don't think anyone does. I can't name a single person who I can 100% guarantee you that they care about me. You can do anything with your life, so why pass up the chance? You won't live more than once.
TL;DR don't kill yourself, not worth it