Author Topic: Going through depression...  (Read 8322 times)

Well, dust in the wind just came on the radio. Im just going to go to sleep, maybe things will be better when i wake up..

Godspeed to you bro...

well, it went away for a while. but its back. and its worse. and my swords, guns and knives are looking preeety friendly.

well, it went away for a while. but its back. and its worse. and my swords, guns and knives are looking preeety friendly.
i can't help but think you're doing this just for attention or something lol.

I've been getting very depressed to lately.
Except not depressed but angry.

i can't help but think you're doing this just for attention or something lol.
i dont attention whore.

went through depression when I saw uncensored footage of Iraqi terrorism
still cringe when I think about it

I don't feel like my life is worth anything,

Just like meeee. Every night.

right now i feel like all i am is a wast of time, and that i dont matter at all.

right now i feel like all i am is a wast of time, and that i dont matter at all.
And you might as well be if you dwell. Live in the moment. Everything seems daunting if you think about it too long. I'm not saying be ignorant, just have fun doing the things you love. Do you have any pets?

And you might as well be if you dwell. Live in the moment. Everything seems daunting if you think about it too long. I'm not saying be ignorant, just have fun doing the things you love. Do you have any pets?
yea. 2 cats, one hates me, and one is dying. 

yea. 2 cats, one hates me, and one is dying. 
Ah, that sucks. Anyways, My dad went through depression, and he had a bunch of these mindfulness podcasts. I'm going to see if I can go find them.

hey this topic got bumped lol.

epic luls

right now i feel like all i am is a wast of time, and that i dont matter at all.
Well, who do you tell everything to? If they matter to you, then you matter to them. What do you get after killing yourself? An obituary in the newspaper, a small police investigation to see if bullying was the cause? Now if you live, you have the potential to create a perfect life. And everyone does. I don't know you, but I sure as know you matter, as well as everyone else. There's a reason for everything to live, and you might not know yours yet. I'm 14 and I know what I'm ever going to do in my life, I really don't think anyone does. I can't name a single person who I can 100% guarantee you that they care about me. You can do anything with your life, so why pass up the chance? You won't live more than once.

TL;DR don't kill yourself, not worth it

hey this topic got bumped lol.

epic luls
are you like a sociopath or something

Well, who do you tell everything to? If they matter to you, then you matter to them. What do you get after killing yourself? An obituary in the newspaper, a small police investigation to see if bullying was the cause? Now if you live, you have the potential to create a perfect life. And everyone does. I don't know you, but I sure as know you matter, as well as everyone else. There's a reason for everything to live, and you might not know yours yet. I'm 14 and I know what I'm ever going to do in my life, I really don't think anyone does. I can't name a single person who I can 100% guarantee you that they care about me. You can do anything with your life, so why pass up the chance? You won't live more than once.

TL;DR don't kill yourself, not worth it
a lot of people matter to me. but none of the ones that matter the most talk to me anymore. and the others i can't talk serious with.