lets just think about this for a second
1. you're doing drugs
2. you've got heart problems
3. you've got suicidal problems
4. you won't do what your mom says
5. you won't go to the hospital
6. you apparently threatened her
7. you're only 14
i really dont get why anyone would feel sorry for you. wise up kilser, seriously.
scratch that, i feel sorry for you because you're just ruining your own life, its sad