I think I need to clear something up: This topic isn't about how I was raped brutally in a shower and how I need to go to rehab for 5 years. I was not scarred mentally. This topic is about how Alyx does not know when to stop and his version of humour is outdated and un-funny and I didn't want to be a part of it. Yeh, it was pretty disgusting - but the main problem was about how poorly he managed this server - trapped me in bricks, fetched me repeated times and flinged verbal abuse at me repeatedly.