Why do you regret that so much?
I guess I'm just the kind who overreacts. But then again, just the fact that I did it might haunt me whenever I think about it now that I actually did it. Plus, the taste was awful.
Also, call me an absolute handicapped moron if you like, but I'm actually afraid it might affect my loveual orientation. Actually, I wouldn't mind turning out bi, (But slightly more straight than gay) but I don't really want to turn out all the way. Especially if I'll be moving to a country in about a year where being gay might actually get you in trouble.