Adin really? Why don't you stop lying to people to try to make yourself believe your in the right here?
I'm going to go through and explain every detail in full reality, not swayed by my standpoint to stop your bullstuff, alright?
First off, me and Adin have been friends for quite some time, he will probably call this bullstuff, but ask Prozy or anyone else and they will tell you what I say is true.
After my last ban I lost a lot of respect from the community, which is understandable, and I took it like a man and accepted not everyone will choose to forgive me.
So only having a few close friends left I got closer with those people, adin was one of them. I would usually join his server in which most of the time he would be working on a mini empires map or something to go with mini empires, this intrigued my because I do like mini empires, but I'm not much of a builder so I usually don't get into them as much.
That started out well, I would join and we would chat and then go off on our ways, a few times, yes I would ask him about girl problems, I'm not going to lie.
But I would ALWAYS ask first if he wanted to listen or not, and if I was bothering him with it. He would always say no and I would continue only to hear his say in the matter and truly appreciate it and take what he said into full consideration, now keep in mind that doesn't mean he didn't go on about his romantic life as well, as he did, though it usually wasn't directly pointed to asking a question, more of just giving me heads-ups sort of things.
So that went on, and I would usually get online, find no good servers, IRC adin for the password to his server and hang there chatting with him. Keep in mind if I was what he said I was "stalking" him, why would he accept to giving me the password and always help me with issues and explain his.
Then one time we got on tinychat and played Youtube videos both laughing our asses off, it was a quite good time, then I'm truthfully not entirely sure how it happened or what the context was but we acquired each others phone numbers and we would text each other often but no nearly every day, sometimes just random stuff and others continuations of previous conversations.
He was never not okay with it, and I was never aware that he might have been annoyed, if he was if he would have told me so I would have immediately stopped myself and apologized, but we were always having a good time laughing together.
Then in more recent news I was on Glass' fort wars server and adin IRC'd me asking where I was and to get his attention so he could locate me in his helicopter to bring me to his base.
I did so and got to his base, which was being worked on, so I got an AA Tank and protected him and me from air raids and such, then I got a wee bored and shot him a few times, only to be returned the favor as usual. Then he wouldn't stop killing me, deleted the checkpoint so I couldn't respawn there and blocked me via IRC, so I was kinda like, "Is he in a bad mood? I should probably apologize", so I said I was sorry for doing what I had and left for a while. Then I returned later and Adin was still on there so I went to his base myself and he immediately killed me, so I was assuming he was playing around.
I got on the mountain far away and started air raiding his base with a projectile every so often and then I was kicked because I had not known that wasn't allowed, so I returned. Adin was still apparently mad at me so he immediately left the server, seeing as I was only there to apologize to him and Glass, I left after apologizing to Glass making sure there were no hard feelings.
I then went to Prozy's server, as I enjoy his server.
Adin was there, and almost immediately left upon me getting there, so I asked Prozy if he was in a bad mood or something and Prozy responded that he didn't know, so I told him to let Adin know I was sorry for angering him and left.
I returned a bit later and Adin was there and so I apologized to him and really tried to be as nice as possible only to get hostility from him, so I left.
Now this happens, Adin has lost every ounce of my respect, and more importantly he has attempted to ruin a reputation I have worked so hard to earn, so hard to try to gain the forgiveness from people I enjoy being around and I love this community no matter how weird it is sometimes ;)
I'm sorry, I really am sorry, to anyone I have ever offended, hurt, or 'trolled' in the past and I really hope that one day you can forgive me, and if not I accept that I most likely deserve not to be forgiven.
But to Adin, I thought we were close, that you were an actual friend, but I guess it turns out you aren't. This does hurt me, but I don't want someone who will lie to get my reputation ruined to save your own as a friend. Maybe one day we can be friends again, but for now as you act like this I'm sorry but I won't allow it.
Also to Charles, I was being immature earlier, I'm sorry for what happened at that server, and more importantly that I offended you. I wanted to personally apologize to you because I feel as you are a person I have hurt most recently, so I really am sorry man.
