Eepos and OP, I'll be honest, but I think you're forgeted.
Gore/rape/torture/murder is terrible, why the forget would you EVER be interested in that.
Seriously, it's scary, and i'm pretty sure that we don't need to know.
Also pretty sure that stuff is illegal, and your interests are -clinically- a part of insanity. I'll find a hotline for the asylum.