Making self-dramas are a stupid thing to do but I just want this out of my chest, and that I'd get into trouble no matter what I did, even without people posting a drama about the events I did. People know and tell about these bad things, and treat them just as badly whether there's a drama topic about it or not.
I ruined
IcyGamma and
Greekgeeker. The first person barely deserved it but the second one didn't deserve it at all. In fact, nobody deserves the cruel things that I manage to do. I'm even scared that I might do these things in the future in real life (it'd be nice to also tell me tips on how to make me stop doing stupid things like this, because a simple "just don't do it" or something along that line won't help since I already
know that I shouldn't do these things).
If you want to exploit the stupid things I did by telling them to the friends I value the most
just to make them hate me (using a scheme to befriend them and tell them about it later on when they trust you is an example of this, there are other examples but this is a case where free spirit must apply, and not word-by-word), then that probably shows that you are an idiot that intends to disrupt people.
I might be overreacting about this, though, but both of the people I did this to were very serious about it.
Since some of you don't know what I did, I'll summarize both things:
IcyGammaThis drama was sort of resolved and explained in this topic.GreekgeekerHe takes on a more formal attitude (he has friends who take on this formal attitude, also) and he leads many things, which explains why I feel really guilty about this.
I told the forums about one of his secrets (which I should've indirectly implied as a secret, but instead, I barely had a moral compass and I just gave it out).
I should be (and am going to be) permanently banned from the forums and hated for both what I did and my reactions to peoples' responses to what I did.
