mhm, but does that mean I hate Badspot and the community for banning me when I broke rules?
No. I'm mature enough to say sorry and move on.
it's a little hard to believe that right now, unless you're in some sort of denial to prove some sort of point.
I mean it's humiliating. It really is. Anyone else who's pulled the stuff you've pulled would stay far away from this place. Sure I've done some pretty stupid ass stuff in the past but at the same time I can own up to that and say that I learned the hard way. You still haven't learned. You still harbor negative feelings towards Badspot for not letting you be an idiot and throw stuff all over the place.
I don't understand, so me saying sorry, and sending an email personally to Badspot apologizing for what I've done in the community, owning up to the fact that I've made plenty of mistakes, somehow that isn't owning up to it?
Of course I harbor negative feelings towards Badspot, he released my personal information with every intent of having my family harassed, you guys didn't need to know my personal information, he had no reason other than his own personal revenge to release it. He dox'd his own member. He never apologized, I'm not going to just drop it and be alright with him, sorry.
However, that doesn't mean I justify anything I've ever done, I apologize for what I have done, and wish I could undo it, however, I can't. You guys holding that over my head isn't helping anyone, so why do you?