im pretty sure im in a dead-end relationship but im too scared of several things to get out of it. not to emotion being back in public school is taking more of a toll then id like. not a big one, but, i can notice it. or maybe i dont notice it and i just think i do, whatever.
and all of this and other stuff is starting to make me grumpier and irritable but no one notices because im always nice and will continue to be so
i have a date later with said boyfriend and i doubt im gonna break up with him, but the simple fact im considering it might mean something
EDIT: I have a play I have to perform on Monday, with two other friends of mine, and I think i'm going to seriously let them down because of my horrible memory and the fact I've hardly rehearsed my lines since last Monday.
happens to the best of us, no doubt. if you really feel like its going nowhere and you arent happy to be in it, then end it. breaking up with someone is never easy, so dont look for the right time or anything. youre only doing yourself and him worse by holding back man.
as for school, its always stressful for everyone haha. just try and go with it, make it what you want it to be. and im sure youll do good on that play, self doubt always gets everyone on big days, its no biggie. im sure youll do fine
My brother left for college on Monday and has been in the emergency room 3 times in the past 4 days and I have no idea why. Apparently he has an infection and also his kidneys are failing or something and he can't breathe. Thats what he said at least
oh wow, im sure he'll be fine though, one of my uncles had kidney problems and hes probably healthier then me now haha. hope everything goes good for him! he wouldnt want to miss out on all those college hotties ;)
