I'M REALLY SORRY FOR MAKING A NOVEL ABOUT MYSELF. Here's a bunch of things about me.
-I'm kinda quiet around people. I don't talk too much- but I do like to talk with my friends.
-I'm weird. Sometimes when I try to blend in, people just look at me like I'm from another planet. It makes me feel kinda left out of things.
-I don't have too many friends in real life. I'm not really the kind of person who wants to be too popular. It's... hard to explain.
-I draw. I
love to draw. Yes- I do have OC's... I'm one of those few people who draw with their left hand.
Here's a picture of an OC I drew earlier. Sometimes when I'm looking at art, I feel jealous of how much better some people are than I am at drawing. I also get jealous at how some people have a lot of fans- but are absolute ass at drawing. I get this feeling of being unappreciated- almost ignored, when I see a lot of my friends having so many fans, but I have barely any.
-I also animate. Flipnote Studio is where I can animate easiest. It's only because I'm best at drawing with my hands, not a mouse. I suck at drawing with digital programs. Eventually I'll get my hands on a drawing tablet, which will hopefully make my life a lot easier when I draw.
-I'm very forgetful. Maybe it's because I get hit in the head a lot or something, but I'm not sure.
-I tend to keep things to myself. Unless it bothers me a LOT, I don't really talk about things that happen in my personal life. I bottle up my emotions too a lot of times. Whenever I'm around someone I absolutely despise, I try and say nothing to them. I don't like causing a dramatic scene in front of everybody.
-I've made so many mistakes in the past. It's embarrassing how stupid I was a few years ago. I did so many stupid things that I want to forget, but the memories keep coming back.
-Sometimes I feel pretty lame. I usually hang out with 2 friends mainly at school. At lunch, those 2 friends are usually talking to each other, not really talking to me. It makes me feel kinda bad but- I would have to interrupt them a lot of times just to even talk to them because they have these really long conversations...
-I'm boring. All I have to talk about is playing video games or watching a TV show. I'll never be the conversational type of person.
-I try to be helpful. Whenever I see some of my friends feeling down, I try to make them feel better. I don't like seeing my friends feeling down and such.
-I despise of alcohol, cigarettes, and drugs. Oh my loving god I hate what they can do to you. My parents both drink and smoke cigarettes, which REALLY bothers me. I sometimes think about destroying the cigarettes and alcohol my parents use. In my eyes, I just see it as a waste of time and money. Nothing more. I mean I'm fine with wine, but I'm talking about vodka and beer that bothers me.
why i pour out my feelings to an online forum i have no idea
