You literally broke out crying?
Why though?
its a social anxiety/introverted thing, my sister does it and I used to up until like 1st grade until I started realizing I don't need to give 2 stuffs if people don't care about me. It gets worse when they try and help you too, it really sucks.
advice for op:
the more you care about what other people think about you, the more it gets too you, I know alot people say "Don't mind what other people think about you" but its a really good saying that helped me alot. Try the next homecoming man, and stick with your group makes it alot more enjoyable.
also this thread
wtf