"I don't think it's the type of thing that you'll completely get over. People feel guilty for things they might not have had any control over, like taking the flight leader post because the last one died while you were his wingman, or losing so many good pilots under your command. I still think about what I could have done better to keep Geary, Steele, or Mbombe from being killed.." Bell trails off and leans back in the seat, looking towards the ceiling, reaching out as if to grab something from the air.
"I can't imagine how you feel, that's something that should never be forced on someone." She rights herself, looking at Jaakko.
"Well, if you can't find something to do, maybe you can travel with me, I don't know if you want to go home though- that might be a good way to get away from it all."
Ellie says thanks and leaves to drop off the box near Gaffe's bed, then she goes to see Markus.