crazy people don't get a say in whether or not they're crazy.
As far as I've seen, this is true.
Whether or not you're crazy isn't something you can easily just self diagnose. Your conscious may feel clear, and the evidence you provide may be satisfactory to yourself, but the actions a normal person (EG: the majority of the
US of
A) would do do not coincide with the things you (may) have done, in this specific situation.
In-case you think you might be taking this the wrong way, yes, I do personally think people who actually have love with animals are crazy, or at least mentally deficient.