Author Topic: just let it out (confession thread basically) v3  (Read 18647 times)

I've had to put up with emotionally abusive people in my life long enough that I got used to being walked all over, and now that I've gotten out of that rut it's harder to form a relationship with anyone because it's hard to trust anyone. I used to not be able to tell the difference between genuine emotions and obvious manipulation. I feel so stuffty about it because I pushed away the people that actually cared about me because I refused to cut off the very people who were treating me like a doormat.


I have a huge crush on Ephialtes and ever since he died I've been depressed and contemplate Self Delete weekly

I have a huge crush on Ephialtes and ever since he died I've been depressed and contemplate Self Delete weekly

I hate showing skin so I usually always wear jeans and a t shirt or long sleeved shirt so my body other than my arms and head are pale as forget.

Hey me too, maybe not to the same extent though. I usually wear baggy jeans all summer long, although I do always wear short sleeve t-shirts. The only times I ever wear shorts are occasionally when exercising or sometimes when going to bed (but I usually wear sweatpants).

I have a huge crush on Ephialtes and ever since he died I've been depressed and contemplate Self Delete weekly

oh, what?

Trying to force myself to be positive is real forgetin' difficult when the entire world is built around tearing you down, telling you what you can't do and exploiting you under the threat of poverty. forget the education system. Everything on this planet has become a corporate business. Jet fuel can't melt steel beams. We have the technology to put a man on Mars but we can't because we're too busy spending money on huge missiles for blowing up irrelevant sand mondays who are practically two steps out of the loving stone age.

I'm also sick of spineless friends who go around bitching about how 'offended' they are about everything, as if I'm supposed to give a stuff. Everyone is feigning support for 'equal rights' when in reality you just want a hand out. It's not being 'edgy', it's being tired of everyone else telling me what my loving mandate is just because some conspiratorial social phantom is oppressing you. We're all starfishs in unique ways. forget you and forget your victim complex.

Speaking of victim complexes, I'm tired of walking around in my goddamn upper-class preppy high-school and seeing 'emos' or whatever bitch about how hard their life is and how lonely they are when all they do is smoke their parent's durries outside the loving concert venue all day and have over 1,000 friends on Facebook. Maybe if you weren't so goddamn obsessed with being popular and weren't so focused on superficial bullstuff you'd be able to level yourself back down to planet Earth and take some responsibility for your actions. Quit sucking off every long-haired scene friend who can play 3 chords on the guitar and actually make some legitimate relationships based on real common interests. Being a worthless loving degenerate scumbag is not a legitimate interest.

Also, how the forget are you gonna treat me like stuff and then when I call out on it you're gonna turn around and say I'm guilt tripping you? If you feel guilty about the way you're treating me, it's probably because you're guilty you forget. Step back and think of all the stuff I did for you just to try and build you up, and tell me I'm bad guy here. I never even asked for anything in return, only for the first modicum of reciprocated respect.

I loving hate everyone. I wish I had a private army.
this reminds me of like stuff The Joker would say before he shot up a theater

Hey me too, maybe not to the same extent though. I usually wear baggy jeans all summer long, although I do always wear short sleeve t-shirts. The only times I ever wear shorts are occasionally when exercising or sometimes when going to bed (but I usually wear sweatpants).
Yeh, I haven't worn shorts in so long, like holy crap I don't remember the last time I did. Not once this year, not in 2014 either must have been like 2 summers ago

I have been entrepreneur ed before

life is beautiful and everything is good.

I've had to put up with emotionally abusive people in my life long enough that I got used to being walked all over, and now that I've gotten out of that rut it's harder to form a relationship with anyone because it's hard to trust anyone. I used to not be able to tell the difference between genuine emotions and obvious manipulation. I feel so stuffty about it because I pushed away the people that actually cared about me because I refused to cut off the very people who were treating me like a doormat.
this

i think i might be gay

I have a huge crush on Ephialtes and ever since he died I've been depressed and contemplate Self Delete weekly
he died?

Trying to force myself to be positive is real forgetin' difficult when the entire world is built around tearing you down, telling you what you can't do and exploiting you under the threat of poverty. forget the education system. Everything on this planet has become a corporate business. Jet fuel can't melt steel beams. We have the technology to put a man on Mars but we can't because we're too busy spending money on huge missiles for blowing up irrelevant sand mondays who are practically two steps out of the loving stone age.

I'm also sick of spineless friends who go around bitching about how 'offended' they are about everything, as if I'm supposed to give a stuff. Everyone is feigning support for 'equal rights' when in reality you just want a hand out. It's not being 'edgy', it's being tired of everyone else telling me what my loving mandate is just because some conspiratorial social phantom is oppressing you. We're all starfishs in unique ways. forget you and forget your victim complex.

Speaking of victim complexes, I'm tired of walking around in my goddamn upper-class preppy high-school and seeing 'emos' or whatever bitch about how hard their life is and how lonely they are when all they do is smoke their parent's durries outside the loving concert venue all day and have over 1,000 friends on Facebook. Maybe if you weren't so goddamn obsessed with being popular and weren't so focused on superficial bullstuff you'd be able to level yourself back down to planet Earth and take some responsibility for your actions. Quit sucking off every long-haired scene friend who can play 3 chords on the guitar and actually make some legitimate relationships based on real common interests. Being a worthless loving degenerate scumbag is not a legitimate interest.

Also, how the forget are you gonna treat me like stuff and then when I call out on it you're gonna turn around and say I'm guilt tripping you? If you feel guilty about the way you're treating me, it's probably because you're guilty you forget. Step back and think of all the stuff I did for you just to try and build you up, and tell me I'm bad guy here. I never even asked for anything in return, only for the first modicum of reciprocated respect.

I loving hate everyone. I wish I had a private army.
the irony about you complaining that other people have a "persecution complex" is that you seem to have one yourself, lol.

the irony about you complaining that other people have a "persecution complex" is that you seem to have one yourself, lol.

It's more a narcissistic complex than a persecution complex.

this reminds me of like stuff The Joker would say before he shot up a theater

Kinda like this starfish ^ but with a larger world view.