a couple years ago i used to binge visit any gore site i could find. a few months of my late adolescence was dedicated to nothing but watching gore, crime scene investigations, people being murdered in all sorts of different ways, surgeries, autopsies, really anything that displayed the innards of another human being. i wanted a membership for documenting reality, but i was able to get my fix from the few free pages they let you visit. was it edgyness? probably, but theres just something really humanizing about it and i just couldn't get enough of it. ive never witnessed the full intensity of someone dying in real life, so all i have to hold onto are videos and pictures
then i told my friend about it, and then he binge watched gore videos for months too
