i had animals, 21 dwarf hamsters of mine died and were my favourites ( dont feel sorry deaths are nothing to me )
so if theyre gone, its gone for good, if i was in the same situation of your dog missing i wouldnt bother to get it back.. reason being: runs away? alright ill just leave it to die anyway
its much of the dogs decision if he wants to smell back home, just ignore the idiotic mammal ( sorry if it hurts you but dogs in some ways are idiotic mammals, just like us ) and tell yourself if it doesnt want to return, ignore it
so, about your house getting repossessed by the landlords or unable to pay taxes.. are your parents working? you seem to have left out some details that might seem to make more sense, through disorders or disabilites or old age might jump in ( just let me know if i didnt get details from previous posts )
for your school work i think without even a drive or motivation to go on, you will make it.. im sure since way back then i was the most underperforming student in my class, many thought i was a hopeless asian stuffhead who cant learn for stuff.. i still had done homework without a drive or motivation to get on with - i did not write random answers but still managed to make it look like i infact did atleast throw my brain cells onto the paper…
i do hope you get your eyes fixed up too, being blind seems like a forgeted up reality with just audio-only input coming through
