You have serious image problems. I say this with
love, btw.
As someone with image problems, it can only do you well to try to love yourself more. I don't mean in a prideful way. If you've ever heard the phrase "count your blessings", it's kind of on that level.
I'm certainly not he prettiest pearl out there, but that shouldn't mean that I should belittle myself and keep myself from enjoying life.