e̶l̶e̶c̶t̶r̶k̶'̶s day discussion topic i guess [day 1234]

[Jshotgun]

hi kinda stressed out right now im dad

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[gr8dayseth]

I'm kinda stressed out right now.

it ok u can do it

hi kinda stressed out right now im dad

ur not my real dad

[Outland Predator]

I don't know, I just feel like very little people here actually like me. I never thought I was a like able person to begin with and all this recent drama isn't exactly boosting my self-esteem at all. I'm weird, I'm not funny, I'm not that good at drawing, and coupled with the fact that I have both ADHD and bad anxiety problems, I'm afraid that people think I'm either stupid, handicapped, or both. I honestly don't want to care what people think of me, but I do and I can't help it.

I hate myself because I feel like all I am is flaws. It feels like there's no point in even trying, because even if I do manage to work out the flaws, people are still going to know me as a handicap and a screw up and an idiot because in reality that's all I'll ever be. I have little to no redeeming qualities. I will never get anywhere in life and that's my fault.

People don't change, so why bother.
Nobody would care if I just straight up left, but I can't because of who I am. I'm addicted to these forums because I thought I was part of a good community of people, but I don't matter. I only make things worse for myself. I don't deserve to be here. I don't deserve remorse. I don't deserve sympathy. I don't deserve friends. I don't deserve love. I don't deserve happiness. I don't deserve anything.

I am a waste of oxygen.

[The Resonte!]

i'm cool for a reason too

the reason being so that i am the best at everything ever

[gr8dayseth]

I don't know, I just feel like very little people here actually like me. I never thought I was a like able person to begin with and all this recent drama isn't exactly boosting my self-esteem at all. I'm weird, I'm not funny, I'm not that good at drawing, and coupled with the fact that I have both ADHD and bad anxiety problems, I'm afraid that people think I'm either stupid, handicapped, or both.
And it seems like the people who are here who don't like me want me to change the way I am, however I'm not willing nor am I going to do that just so I can please some low-level trolls.

forget life man. forget people and forget society.
I'm antisocial for a reason.

:( i don't mind u if that helps though

i'm cool for a reason too

the reason being so that i am the best at everything ever

they don't call me gr8 4 nothin'

[Whackin]

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you cant blame the 'low-level trolls' for your own faults, and then loving the people off who want to see you become a better user is not only stupid; but damaging to yourself. "I'm not gonna change because they're bullies!!!!" isn't good for you or for the people around you. i'm sure most of the people in the thread want you to chage, atleast i do, because you seem to be a nice person, but you throw a blanket of garbage over the decent part of your character and you don't want to move that blanket because "all the people who tell me to are bullies".

forget life man. forget people and forget society.
I'm antisocial for a reason.

good example of what not to post

[EcstaticEggplant]

I never thought I was a like able person to begin with

forget life man. forget people and forget society.
I'm antisocial for a reason.

i wonder why...

if you really care what other people think of you on this site (which seems to be the case since you posted this) then you need to drop this attitude asap

[Outland Predator]

Ok, I'll try and drop the attitude.

[Outland Predator]

I just realized I worded my second paragraph wrong.

[gr8dayseth]

really the only thing i think you needed to change was the whole "getting into arguments and dragging them out more" thing i understand why you would do that but it's just not all that good of an idea especially since you're not too good at it and it just made you look worse
but you seem to be doing that way less now so that's fine and dandy by me
and honestly you could be much worse and i can tell you're gradually improving so that's good

i'm about to get a frickin pizza aw ye

[ReddBoi]

hi

[gr8dayseth]

hi

hi how r u

[Nix the Glaceon]

lemme be honest I honestly feel the same as outland but the thing is i'm only hated by the trolls of the forum so I guess it's not that bad idfk aaa

[Donnies Catch]

wtf reddit has profiles now

[ReddBoi]

heck yes