I miss the time around my freshman year. It was a complicated time for me because I spent most of it in boot-camp, so I didn't have much of a life outside of it. I definitely wish I took advantage of what that place had to offer, but even though I didn't, it did help me become much more confident as a person. I had some pretty good Blockland friends around that time, but I ended up loving them up later in 10th grade lol.
High-school after 10th grade was a lot of fun though. I remember having my group of friends around that time, mostly made up of people I knew before bootcamp and reconnected with after I left. At times there were like 5-6 people staying over at my place for several days at a time and we'd just hang out and play xbox and listen to music and stuff. Eventually that friend-group split apart as well, but I still had a couple friends that I used to play games with. In particular, there was this one cops and robbers server for GTA:SA mp that we used to play on a loving ton. Those were good times. I had those friends even after I moved to Australia, but when they graduated from high-school most of them moved on to other, better friend groups and I was pretty much just left with my one best friend lol.
Australia had some good times, I had a pretty big network over there. I remember skateboarding with friends and when my parents were away we used to get drunk as forget at my place. I used to go to a lot of concerts and stuff back then at this small local place and I met a lot of people there. I ended up in this really strange relationship with a girl that I really liked, and at the time it was a pretty forgetin stuffty relationship that used to make me upset, and when it ended it forgeted me up, but nowadays I look back on it and I'm pretty glad that I had those experiences because they were good opportunities to learn and ultimately it was a lot of fun.
I miss last year the loving most though. June-July 2017 has probably to this date been the happiest months of my life. I didn't actually loving know it at the time because I was so wrapped up in this dumb cycle of self-loathing that I didn't actually see how good things really were, I was passing college, I had good friends, I was in a loving long-term relationship that had a future. It's honestly the only time I can remember in my entire life where I was actually at peace. Just wish I knew it at the time.
OOPS!!! I'm sadposting on an albanian lego forum as a coping mechanism again
