insane how the most important event in my life is directly correlated to playing blockland and posting on the forums. feels so stupid to look back on it like that but its just the truth. i wasn't even a social recluse weirdo, just a dumb kid like anyone else.
the only other positive to take from this place was viewing specimens i didn't want to grow up to be or act at all like, and thank goodness i didn't because some people on this forum were, and are, loving losers.
i didn't really make any friends unlike seemingly a lot of people here almost entirely because i didn't gel with more than like 2 or 3 people. i still remember somebody wanting to buddy up to me and we built terrain together for a big game or something and one day randomly when i turned steam on he messaged me saying he likes to pluck his leg hair and burn it because it smells nice. i think i was 12.
