You remind me of some poser handicap that went "GOTH" when he left to go to the local tech school.
Damn, thats a close guess. Actually I was goth before I went to tech school. Had to be professional there. Since graduation I havent put much effort into going goth again. I have the same attitude, sorta. I just don't have my tripp pants anymore, also I quit painting my fingernails black. Dont have any black nail polish -.-