Oh forget
I just thought about the meaning of life and what we do throughout our lives, and now I'm irritated and somewhat depressed
I'm sitting in math class, thinking "damn I probably did mediocre on that test", and then I think, "damn I hate school", but then "I need it for the rest of my life though"
Then I think "wait, the only reason I need it for the rest of my life is because I need it for my job, and I need it for my job so I can make money, and I need to make money so I don't loving die"
Then I realize, "holy stuff, our entire existence revolves around making money so we can just survive, what a loving waste of time, we could be doing whatever if we didn't have to go through this loving pointless process of learning advanced subjects so we can do a job just so we can get money so we can have something to eat"
I mean, yeah people probably wouldn't do the dirty jobs since there's no incentive, but still, stuff
God damn money is pointless
This sucks