I might be a troll in the back of my mind. But I really try not to be. I am hot tempered, I strive to just be some from of role model in the forums but it seems my efforts have just been seen as the acts of a troll. I'll try to be less of a troll or flamer or whatever you may think I am (friend has been seen). So I am just saying sorry I am not pleading or anything I just want you guys to forget all of the stuff I did when I was like 10 or 11 back then like calling pandan a bitch (which he really isn't) I just had that handicapped mind frame and I just was so defensive.