1. You're the type of person that would have bitched about this before now, hence I doubt it's true.
2. If it's that bad, instead of asking for sympathy (what other reason could you have made this topic?) try calling a helpline or something. I hear they're especially nice to kids with physical disabilities.
Bottom line, stop whoring for attentions/sympathy and get some real help if it's actually an issue. Harsh, but true.