hey blogland, skateaton has become sadaton.

[Skateaton]

I hope you feel better soon.

Also, is your name pronounced skate-a-tawn? I've imagined it as skate-ee-tin all this time.

whatever works. i don't use it anymore and i wish i could change it on here but whatever.

i don't know if im leaning on the edge of suicidal. i've thought about it today. Just about death in general, how i would want to die and what would happen when i die. i tried to tell myself to snap out of it, but the thought still lingered in my head.

i don't know where i wasgoing with that. sorry for rambling.

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[Frequency]

well just remember if you voluntarily kick the bucket you're gonna make quite a few people upset

[Rigel]

Don't kill yourself for nothing, that's the worst alternative. Self Delete bombers would be better than you, because they at least believe they have a reason. Enjoy life while it lasts, Self Delete is rarely ever an answer.

[ABlockOfCheese]

whatever works. i don't use it anymore and i wish i could change it on here but whatever.

i don't know if im leaning on the edge of suicidal. i've thought about it today. Just about death in general, how i would want to die and what would happen when i die. i tried to tell myself to snap out of it, but the thought still lingered in my head.

i don't know where i wasgoing with that. sorry for rambling.

hey, that s word has no business here.

you've got your whole life ahead of you.  Self Delete is a permanent solution to something that is almost a guaranteed short term problem.  Self Delete is NOT the proper way to deal with issues that are taxing on your mind and your emotions.  If you want to grow psychologically then you'll have to confront these problems and later on down the road you'll be thankful you did.  every day you write your life story and here you are at the perfect place to begin the next chapter.  Wouldn't it be sad to just end the book there, on a cliffhanger?  You have lots of friends here on the blogland forums that care about you and wish you the best.  No matter how isolated you may feel just remember you aren't alone.  You might not know most of us personally but I can say from personal experience that as much as I disagree with most people here on politics/religion/everything, this place has been amazing and I can't imagine leaving.  We all love and care about each other(for the most part *cough*furdle*cough*)  We don't want to see you suffering and  we wish to help you any way we can.  I'm probably not the best motivational speaker or anything but I just want you to know that I along with many others would be devastated if we found out you Self Deleted.

[Frequency]

Don't kill yourself for nothing, that's the worst alternative. Self Delete bombers would be better than you, because they at least believe they have a reason. Enjoy life while it lasts, Self Delete is rarely ever an answer.

aloha snackbar

[Tokerovin]

Skate, have some faith in the unknown.

You should never underestimate the possibilities of tomorrow. Maybe you meet the perfect girl, win the lottery, have a basic day, or skate into a semi.
The important thing is that you be a loving champ and go at it.

In the most sensitive way possible, just let loose- kick some loving ass and take some loving names. Be a man, feel the world, just loving run somewhere.

When you ain't feelin like you have stuff to lose is when you have the most to gain. Eat your wheaties and do some homework my san san.

[Skateaton]

im feeling a bit better this morning, despite her texting me about pretty much everything i did to forget up our relationship and how she was completely over me and wanted nothing to do with me until i was over her last night. I started pouring my emotions at her and scared her away. So now that she's out of my life i kind of feel better. I thought about it: if she really cares of me and really wants to talk to me, she would say something. Ive been feeling ignored by her all day every day since we started talking again after our breakup. So im done going out of my way to talk to her and I probably wont ever talk to her for a while.

as much as I want to say I feel completely fine now, im still not. Our conversation we had last night is torturing me and this horrible ending was all my fault.

[otto-san]

if she was outlining all the shortcomings she thinks you have or the ways she things you wronged her or w/e, it's probably likely that she's playing a bigger role in the problem than you give her credit for

doing that kind of thing is emotionally abusive, esp when you're already in a poor state. speaking of which, depression and anxiety are legitimate medical problems and you should definitely especially see a doctor if thoughts of Self Delete are lingering, even if you haven't planned anything yet. you don't have to live like that and you don't have to give in; get help and enjoy the things that have always made you happy

[Mr.Squimbles]

Sounds like depression, to be frank. I've had a decent bout of depression of around 6 months to a year. I take a mild anti-depressant now and I'm much better, though whether or not I need it as of now is unknown. Went through a breakup too while I was dealing with it.

I know what it's like, and if it's bad enough, and it's not just a form of shock, I can attest to the fact that anti-depressants do help.

Not much in the way of useful advice I can offer though.

Is anti depressant ecstasy? If it it's best to stop. Even though I'm quite depressed at the age of 13(recovering), ik drugs make it worse since various people in my school have died from them.

[Becquerel]

I hope you get better soon, noone deserves to suffer this kind of mental and emotional anguish

[Nonnel]

just rename yourself gladaton it isn't that hard

Is anti depressant ecstasy? If it it's best to stop. Even though I'm quite depressed at the age of 13(recovering), ik drugs make it worse since various people in my school have died from them.

uh
what

[otto-san]

Is anti depressant ecstasy? If it it's best to stop. Even though I'm quite depressed at the age of 13(recovering), ik drugs make it worse since various people in my school have died from them.

that's probably because they were taking them incorrectly or were taking the wrong variant for their problem. anti-depressants are effective under proper doctor supervision

[Juncoph]

Is anti depressant ecstasy? If it it's best to stop. Even though I'm quite depressed at the age of 13(recovering), ik drugs make it worse since various people in my school have died from them.

the american education system, everyone

[Cappytaino]

I've been through some similar stuff, if you ever need anyone to talk to, just pm me, I can give you my skype/steam, I think I have some advice that can be useful, or at least, some stuff that helped me.

[·::Kishgal::·]

hey, that s word has no business here.

what, "snap"?