May 14th 2009,
Everyday I ask myself if life is worth living, everyone looks down on me. Sometimes my little sister shows me some affection, but she hates the stench of tobacco. She hates how I smoke. My mother has given up all hope for me. My dad is working hard to give my sister the education she deserves. She has a bright future. My younger brother is in college he teaches my sister alot. She never comes to me for help. I'm not in this family anymore. I can't even get a job. My parents have abandoned all hope for me. My sister keeps saying it's not my fault. I tried to do well in school but I was always being attacked by tribals. She says she'll work hard, she'll help me out of this mess when she grows up. She's only 12 she doesn't know what she's saying. But I give her a smile anyway.
This is my brother's diary, I'm the younger sister, giving him false hope.