i'm not going to release it on git because there is no need to in my eyes
that's ridiculous. first of all, people could learn a lot from it, and even improve it, if you did. and secondly you're expecting people to blindly trust you with complete control of their server. honestly, I wouldn't trust you with that even if it WAS open-source, because you could always modify it for your server. but at least then I could host it for myself
I don't have trust issues with you personally, I just wouldn't trust
anyone in that position