Author Topic: Life....  (Read 15311 times)

I have hurt my foot pretty badly. I have torn 2 legiments, damaged my nerves, and sprained my ankle. I am in a blown out air cast right now. I also have to use crutches and take pills daily. If I don't heal in 7 more days, I'm forgeted, possible amputation ,or surgery. I can't walk without the crutches unless I hop. I tested out my foot, I pricked it with a needle and didn't even feel a thing. Well, lets get to the point. I have Bronchitis, I got it from my mom smoking too many cigarettes. I also have asthma, born into it I guess. I get earaches every month. I tried getting surgery and it didn't help. I am a mess. I have a huge ass accident/sickness record at my hospital. Two books and counting. I am constantly dealing with allergies. My metabolism is the reason im fat doctors say. I don't believe that, I believe people like me and Hugums are fat because we like food.That is just the sickness in my life.

Let's get to my family. My mom is a smoke-a-holic who was raised eating nothing, but meat. I like meat, but I will not stand eating it every day. My mom's fiance is a douchebag. He doesn't do anything, but go to work, eat, sit on his ass, and repeat. He loves my brother more than me, just because I play with a computer, like to cook, and build legos. My dad is the only one who really doesn't bother me. He takes us to movies every weekend. He is the best. My brother is always on his man period, and takes CoD so seriously. He is constantly beating me, giving me bruses and scratching me. I wont stand it. I recently pulled a knife on his lard, greasy, ugly ass, and threatned him. He still does it. I really don't think he is gonna stop. My dad's wife, a.k.a. My step mom. What a complete bitch. 1 she thinks she cna tell me what to do. She threatned to slap me and I spit in her face. 2 that bitch is never not eating. She eats more than me, she doesn't even gain an inch. 3 she tried using my laptop right after she yelled at me. That whore doesn't deserve my nice things.

No I will not cut myself or comit attempt Self Delete. ;D

Shall I explain the other stuff?
/Discuss this kinda stuff Go!

Wow, dude i was thinking about making a life post earlier today.


That also sucks.

Wow, dude i was thinking about making a life post earlier today.


That also sucks.
I know, I don't see how I'm making it. Post your hear, I don't mind.

A couple of years ago I needed surgery on my leg.

I was playing football with some friends when I tripped and landed on a rock. The impact broke my hip. You know the little ball at the end of the bone that holds your leg onto your body? That completely broke off. The pain was incredable. To give you an idea of it, I was given 10 straight shots of morphine, the worlds most powerful pain killer, and it did not even dim the pain. I was rushed by ambulance to the hospital. The next day I had to get surgery. A screw was put in my bone to hold the broken areas together. After that I was on crutches for 6 weeks, and once I got off crutches I could not run, jump, or play any sports for 6 months. I am very active, so this was absolute torcher.

Although my surgeon said I was lucky. In most cases when the happens, the blood from the hip bone to the broken portion gets cut off for to long. This causes the bone to deteriorate and die. If that would have happend to me, I would probably never have been able to run again.
« Last Edit: March 16, 2010, 09:32:34 PM by Destroyer »

Well, here is my life.

I am a 14 year old living with his grandparents becuase his farther doesn't want him and his mother is an unfit parent. My grandma is always trying to protect me, and spoil me to much. So much to the extent i don't, and won't know how harsh real life will be be when i get to it. On the other hand then when something small happens she bitches untill she is out of breath punishes me and returns later only to tell me sorry and i can do whatever she just said i couldn't, and that it won't happen again. My grandpa is very un educated adn doesn't catsh stuff quickly, he is also "old school" and beleives a woman should do what he wants and treats my grandmother that way. I am also physically un fit, scared of allot of stuff, and i do not do well in school. My sister is a failure at life even more that me, she drinks, smokes, chews, and ocassionally does drug. She has stolen my cousins car and been cought with drugs. She just isn't a smart person. I will update just wanted to get the basics on out there.

I got a 10... crap my mortgage is up and i have to pay back my college loans. forget this, *throws blue peg at wall*

And on a serious note, I've attempted Self Delete... 6 times. No one likes me and the internet is my only haven. I love you guys ;-;

although my life is considerably better since i've transfered schools
« Last Edit: March 16, 2010, 09:42:07 PM by Hugums »





Attention whores.



Hugums, don't kill yourself. People love you and will miss you.



That is all.


Attention whores.



Hugums, don't kill yourself. People love you and will miss you.



That is all.
We love Hugums? Jk

I got a 10... crap my mortgage is up and i have to pay back my college loans. forget this, *throws blue peg at wall*

And on a serious note, I've attempted Self Delete... 6 times. No one likes me and the internet is my only haven. I love you guys ;-;

although my life is considerably better since i've transfered schools

 :c

Well, lets get to the point. I have Bronchitis, I got it from my mom smoking too many cigarettes. I also have asthma, born into it I guess. I get earaches every month.

Let's get to my family. My mom is a smoke-a-holic
She probably smoked while you were in the womb and you got some of the side effects from her handicapped, selfish ass (same reason you have bronchitis). So essentially, she's the cause for your medical problems for being a dumb cunt.

I absolutely hate mothers who smoke or drink while pregnant, that is the most irresponsible, dimwitted, stupid goddamn thing.
I don't believe that, I believe people like me and Hugums are fat because we like food. That is just the sickness in my life.
It takes a real man to admit that it's not some disease or "metabolism" that makes them fat, and I give you credit for that.
He is constantly beating me, giving me bruses and scratching me.
Kick his ass, earn some brownie points.

Start working out regularly. You'll lose weight, gain muscle, and overall become healthier. The endorphins released during the workouts will also make you a lot happier in your day-to-day life. You can find decent workout schedules online too.

Finally, my more recent life in a nutshell;
I live in a white, middle to high class subdivision of rural Michigan. My dad has a solid job, and a steady income. My mother as well. My mother always raised me to form my own beliefs about anything, so we get into debates often. My problems aren't physical, they're mental. If they were physical I might have handled them better. You see, I spent 2 years pining over this girl. Blah blah I talked to her for a while, then told her I liked her and was shot down. This was only last year, but due to this and other following events, I've changed dramatically.

Anyway, throughout 10th and 11th I was constantly depressed. I contemplated Self Delete all the time. Just last week I legitimately wanted to die, but I'm not going to post the reasoning, it's arduous to explain. Then, one day (last Thursday), I just snapped. I cried all day and tried to figure out the best way to kill myself. As I was lying in bed around 11 PM, still crying since the morning,I received a call from my girlfriend, whom knew I had been sad all day. We talked for an hour, and when we hung up, I felt happy. The next day, I don't know why, but everything fell together. I started doing my work, I didn't want to die, I became so optimistic and happy, it was the weirdest thing I've ever experienced.