Ok, before I say what im about to say is that I probably actually have better friends on the BL forums than I do IRL.
And no I excessive, and still have a life outside of the internet, so don't say anything.
Although, Id safely say that a huge majority of the forums are the kinds of people Id like to cut open, and leave to bleed to death. I'm great friends with a lot of people, but the difference between me and you is that I don't want to look like the guy that wants to hold hands with everyone they meet and sing kumbaya.
The little <3's you put at the ends of your posts are meaningless and hollow. This whole topic is honestly a waste of space. I really don't think people are going to have their day ruined because you might go to your brothers house. Seriously, who gives a stuff? I doubt people actually check if you have been inactive for a day. I wouldn't even notice. You just made a big deal about something minuscule.
Its quite obvious you whore for attention. If its that important to you, you can get a blog or twitter account and have the 1/100th of the forum that obsesses over you to follow you around all day long.
I refer you to a previous statement.
I believe initially I was making the topic for more so where I was going then me being gone. I got sidetracked, I suppose. :o
The topic wasn't meant to be a flame war nor attention whoring. I often have a subtle way of saying certain things, so yes, it was obscure the original point of this.
And truthfully, I don't find the hearts neither meaningless nor hollow. I tend to attach to things a normal person wouldn't, and when I see a heart attached to a post that means it, more often then not a I feel happy about such. I like to believe that certain aspects of my posts may show the intention of the post in itself, though sadly on that logic, aspects are solely by the perspective of the reader, so if they feel something meaningless or arrogant, that is how they perceive it. But that's a whole different topic.
As for the holding hands and kumbaya comment, I feel the difference between you an I is solely how we express it. If you knew me in person.....I'm almost exactly how I am here. So I'm not trying to "look" like anyone, I'm just being who I am.
I deeply apologize to anyone whom gained the wrong impression for the topic. I admit, I came off arrogant, though I certainly did not mean it. I do, however, mean it when I say I care for you all.
