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I don't know you enough to go either way, but i do know that it doesn't matter what they say, asking here will not get much help but it does show that you are trying, and that is the key, also, if they won't answer then tell them that you cannot better yourself without their help, tell them that you don't know what your doing wrong and that you WANT to stop, if they still don't help then they aren't true friends.
Also, if they are calling you names, don't listen, i don't listen to what anyone calls me or when they try to rag on me, I just completely ignore them, and because of this, i am RARELY sad, and i have tons of friends, me always being happy and completely random, being myself, has brought me more friends then anything before.
Also, don't cut yourself, there is NO point to cause yourself physical pain, you already have enough of it mentally, its pretty much useless to cut.
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