I'm trying not to be emo, I just want the pain to go away, I used to be a person people enjoyed hanging out with, now no one talks to me..... I'm just so sick and tired of being hated for not doing any loving thing.
Dude, if you want the pain to go away, just find one thing that makes you happy and focus on it. If you can't make yourself happy, what's the point of trying to make others happy. I'm sure that once you start working on maintaining a positive attitude, people will figure you've gotten over it and come back. People naturally avoid people who act depressed which only makes the depressed person feel even more isolated. So just go out, have some fun and the friends who really care will come back and you can discuss it at that time.