NO!
SHUT DE HAEL UP! YOU ARE FREAKING AWESOME! DON'T GO AROUND CALLING YOURSELF A FAIL OR STUPID BECAUSE YOU KNOW AS WELL AS I DO THAT YOU ARE FREAKIN AWESOME! THE ONLY PROBLEM IS THAT YOU HAVE BOTTLED UP THIS THOUGHT! BRING IT OUT MEGASCIENTIFICAL! BRING IT OUT AND RECLAIM THE FACT THAT YOU! ARE! AAAWWWEEESSSOOOMMMEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!