Oi. Guys, stop making topics about me please. If you feel "compelled" to say something either keep it to yourself or send me a private message. Sorry, but these threads normally only cause stress to me.
And Moybus, I don't take "sides" because I view situations from a larger perspective when it comes to things such as drama. And when I do take a side, I try to keep calm and open-minded to what the other person is saying, such as when in an argument about religion, politics, or anything of the sorts. If you fail to see those posts, I don't blame you. I admit often my posts are just comments as to make a joke or say hello to someone or be friendly to one that I know, especially recently. And I have tried to calm down with or adjust certain aspects of myself, especially with my behavior on the forum, but that does not mean my ideas and beliefs do not still stand. I do Love mostly everyone because that is who I am, whether you like it or not. That is an aspect of my own self I will never be willing to change, and for many reasons. (See:
Here for more on such) I admit, I tend to be overbearing on certain subjects, and not just you have pointed it out. I, too, have examined my recent past and realize where you - and many others - are coming from. I'm not going to leave nor change my opinions or even try to change yours. I am, though, going to try my hardest to follow that which I have preach, as I feel I falter every once in a while when it comes to doing that in certain areas.
And, to Wynd or anyone else for that matter, I also admit that, in-game, I am normally much more jumpy, per se, than on the forums. While I try to remain calm and collected, it isn't easy for me, mainly as I am rather terrible at keeping up with banter that goes on in-game (i.e. carrying on three or four conversations at once), and truthfully, I don't like the feeling of being held much behind, so it grows difficult to converse with many people in game as well as fight with myself. It is mainly my own fault, and I've tried immensely to improve myself in that field, to which I feel I have mostly succeeded. And, if ever I've given an angry connotation or implied or even said I was annoyed or angry to you or at you in game, I apologize. I'm deeply sorry for my behavior and I do so hope you understand I don't mean it. I get stressed just as everyone else,. I never do want to hurt any of you.
And finally, I thank those who have given me support and kindness and friendship. It is a grand honor and pleasure to have your friendships and I always try wholeheartedly to return and show it to you. To those whom dislike me or my behavior or attitude or anything of the sorts that keeps us from getting truly closer and growing a great friendship, I apologize for that and hope that one day, hopefully near, we too can find common ground to plant such a friendship. Just know that always the path will be clear to lead to that ground, and I'll always be glad to walk that path with you.
I believe this sums up mostly everything. Know that I'm not trying to be rude, I'm merely speaking what I feel. Listen if so you will. Thank you.
