Do you see a picture in my room of icygamma?
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I didn't think so.
Because jumping to the conclusion that he actually meant idolization to the extreme is the best possible course of action in a situation like this. Why would you look up to someone on the internet? You can never know for sure who they really are. For example, I could be a pig raping, monkey sucking, hippo fondling, coconut humping, speaker smashing, king stuffting, axe cutting,ball slapping, paper folding, keyboard crushing, heart-ripping, computer crashing, video game wrecking, wall busting, batman busting, Horus loving, Egyptian troll! But you don't know for sure.
For all we know, you're a loving nine year old sitting in front of your computer screen hoping you'll grow a pair. But once again, we never know, there will never be absolute proof.