Ohdear. I don't hate you. :c
Shadow, remember, the important thing is to have fun in this community. But it's also important to remain kind and be friendly. "Angry defenses" don't often work well here, even as often as they are used. Remember: you experience any argument and relationship in your own self, which later reflects upon your reactions. If you feel that "everybody hates me" often, you'll experience every little event as reflecting upon that when it may not. Yet if you feel "Everybody loves me" often you'll perceive yourself in a narcissistic matter. Instead you should feel outward. Of course you should accept what Love you gain, but also remember to let out all the Love you can, even when you feel you can't anymore. Just stay calm. Be happy you're here.
As for a second chance, very few times is one handed out freely. In order to change in the eyes of others you must first allow yourself to change. You must give yourself another chance, dear.
