Jonue, if you want help (although I never understood why people come to an online forum, let alone this one, for such a thing) please try to use proper grammar, spelling, and punctuation. We need to be able to clearly understand you in order to help you.
Also, from what I could tell from the original post, you shouldn't worry about girls just yet. I highly doubt you are mature enough to handle a decent relationship, and I believe you are no where near mature enough to handle the loveual part of said relationship. I'm not saying this to be mean, but rather to be honest. Even though I don't know you, I am trying to look out for what I think is best for you.