Who Cares99, it may be a good idea to keep in mind, for future reference, that these forums couldn't care less about things like this, that pertain to a certain individual's life. Maybe 2% of the replies you'll receive will be ones of sympathy. You cannot expect a forum like this one to "feel your pain." All you will get are responses of hate and uncaring, unfortunately.
As for your dog, I'm sorry for your loss. I had a cat that passed away a few years ago and I remember how sad I was.