No, it is just that my computer is crap and you are thinking I am trying to get sympathy, everyone is trying to tell me to get stuff that is way over my Moms budget.
Get your own money. That's the miracle of life. Plus I get my own money by mowing lawns, watering plants, taking care of pets, etc. And with time, I got equipment to build a robot that can do all of that for me, and more.