Hello my dear community!
As you may know me, or not, I still haven't changed a bit but I try hard.
Before you go all "the stuff is he talkin' about" I'd first like to introduce myself as what I am.
As I've said before I'd love to resume it;
I'm a egoistic, narcissistic, misanthropic, phallic-centered starfish who doesn't give a stuff about anyone but himself. I don't care if someone dies, it's a part of life. I don't care about a persons feelings regardless the situations. I can't hold any normal conversations and my opinions are always the right ones. Not to forget that I'm a very big hypocrite.
I don't know if I should even care about this since I enjoy my life pretty well. My concern is but that I regularly get aggressive and cry without a real reason (that's what I think).
I believe that I am prepared for what life smears into my face and that nothing can stop me. But in the very end I'm always unprepared.
I wonder and really would like to know where these problems come from (there's a clue).
Thought it could be because I really enjoy thinking about my past and how horrible it was. I try really hard to live by the motto; "leave the past in the past, the future in the future, and enjoy the present of the present" but I just can't do it.
I just enjoy it too much being hurt by my past. I love it being who I am even though I know that there's something wrong with me.
Really, I hate myself for loving who I am.
