i mean like, when i use one, i do a line, and if it isnt what i want, i undo it and do it again until it is. most of the time it ends up looking very similar to the reference, which makes me feel like i practically traced it. using references makes me feel like im just copying the reference w/o doing anything of my own, but idk how to deviate and do my own stuff w/o it not looking good/accurate to the thing that it is anymore