ill do it but my parents took away all sharp objects in the house and i cant choke myself because then ill become weak and just pass out instead of die and i cant get my brother or sister or dad or mom to choke my because they'd say no and i cant go outside because my mom said its too cold and if i go out side then the alarm system will go off and ill get in a lot of trouble and cant go on the comptuer but i want to go on because i like modeling and stuff but if i tried to go outside i couldnt.
i also cant break open the comp for any sharp objects because i'd get yelled at and my comp would be broken so i cant kill myself but i hope you find someone that could good luck