Things are always out of control in my life. Usually I am caught trying to make things happen for reasons that either something annoys me or I see that it needs to be changed.
I have always had control issues :c
I have temper problems and I used to punch my sister when she annoyed me.
I had to spend some months in a residential hospital ward while they observed my personality and eventually diagnosed me with Aspergers, but after I left said unit I didn't lash out at people for no reason.
Spending time in residential with people you don't know is good for your health guise