Author Topic: I want to cry (Family Troubles)  (Read 5374 times)

I have this tiny house. I remember back when I had friends, Mom would never let any of them in. I lost one over it. The only people that come in are us. Suddenly, I hear my Mom go "My sister is going to stay here!" She's old, frail, over half way across country. Our house is small, our domain. I'd have to start wearing a shirt, Dad would have to control his farting and cat teasing which is impossible, and all the other stuff that goes along with it.

Not to mention, again, this house is loving tiny. We barely fit 5 people and a cat into it, and she wants to bring her here? God, this makes me so loving stressed to want to cry. Home is my escape from the eyes of judgment. At school, I'm always so nervous of people seeing me. The only place I can be comfortable, gone. God, I hate this.

Edit: Although this will be stressful, I've been told it will happen around May... Even if I know it's so far off, it bothers me just as much. It'll be more so then. But yes again, far off... So I'll force myself calm for a month or so...
« Last Edit: March 22, 2011, 10:51:53 PM by MegaScientifical »

Real friends don't break up with you because your mother doesn't let them into your house.

Find some place outdoors.
I don't invite friends over.
It hurts how I cant host, but I get over it.
Try talking to someone.
Also, if I may, how long have you been planning to post this?
Real friends don't break up with you because your mother doesn't let them into your house.
This is true.

Sort of a ridiculous reason to cry

Tiny houses aren't that bad.

Although I can't feel your pain since I only live with one other person for most of the time.

Sad story bro :c
Sort of a ridiculous reason to cry
Different people have different levels of sensitivity, and crying is a good way to vent your feelings. I did today in gym when people were being douches and everything stopped going downhill from that day on. :)

Sometimes life is just one big kick in the grapes.  


I would go on strike, ie. No shirts, random farts, cat teasing.

Real friends don't break up with you because your mother doesn't let them into your house.

He let me in his, and was mad I wouldn't let him in mine.

Find some place outdoors.
I don't invite friends over.
It hurts how I cant host, but I get over it.
Try talking to someone.
Also, if I may, how long have you been planning to post this?
This is true.

No places outdoors.
Haven't had friends in many years.
This is different.
I tried to tell her, she won't listen. Got mean.
A few minutes.
Maybe.

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Sort of a ridiculous reason to cry

As I said, my one safe heaven is being invaded.

Aww, Mega, I'd let you stay in my house.

Aww, Mega, I'd let you stay in my house.
eh
I might.
If you pay rent.
Or have se-
Nevermind. :cookieMonster:

Your social problems are probably the root of this, not your house or your mother's sister. It's really something you have to figure out for yourself though. I remember having problems with THINKING people judged me. The simple realization that I don't judge others (so why would they to me?) comforted me enough to get over it and move on.

To relieve stress I bang a kickball against a wall. Try it out :)

I'd let you stay in mine if my room wasn't as cramped and messy :P

Also, what do you mean by 'No places outside'? Have you done any exploring of your neighbourhood?

Get a beard, and all your problems will grow away!

He let me in his, and was mad I wouldn't let him in mine.
You did it wrong. You should've said that you want to, but can't because of your mother.
Make her answer.

well there's still the bathroom. lol, where I always go to be alone when I get annoyed with others. And why didn't you just say your mom wouldn't let anybody come over.
He let me in his, and was mad I wouldn't let him in mine..
Seems like you said you were the one not letting him in. And if you haven't had friends in years, I think you might be exaggerating a little bit, you don't need them to come to your house in order to be friends. But if you really don't have any friends, then why don't you try making some? (not to say that I think your not).