On the assumption that you are Zoneark, this is a flat out lie. You know my policy on lying, Zoneark.
Yeah,
"no lying ever", too bad Otis couldn't compare to Jesus Christ when it came to honesty.
..and I don't see how saying you have a victim complex is a lie. I really do believe you think everyone is out to get you to some degree, and you prove time and time again how paranoid you are in your posts and conversations.
How can it exist if you fully believe that it's OK to be as much of a richard as you want to? You're using the most backass logic I've ever seen. You just don't want to give up your day job of pretending to be girls on the Internet long enough to learn some class.
Did you seriously go through with that commitment to get yourself wasted on cocaine? It doesn't appear as if you're able to comprehend blatantly obvious assertions even when they're outlined for you, and then you go off on a tangent without an iota of relevancy.