Sorry, nothing you can do if you lost in permanently. I suppose you can try contacting Support with more information, like the old email, your email, BLID, and client name. If it doesn't work, you'll have to buy a new one. Sorreh.
'Tis a sad day.
Also, please only use an exclamation point when it is really needed. They're shouldn't be a single "!" in the title, let alone "!!!!!."