This will be the last thing I will ever post regarding Shelby.
from Shelby *** <mina***@gmail.com>
to ichverbot@gmail.com
date Sat, Feb 5, 2011 at 8:27 PM
subject I'm such an idiot, I'm sorry.
Uh, hey.
I know, I really hurt you. I'm sorry, I was being stupid, I was going off instincts. I never meant to, cause you pain or hurt you in any way, but I know I did and I can't help but feel guilt about it. I didn't even explain to you why I did it, and I think that was one of the worst things I could've done. Not even explain to you why.
So, I'll tell you why. Because you deserve to know, and you never really did deserve for me to block you.
I blocked you, because you were scaring me. Not in a 'oh my god he's so creepy ew' kind of way, either. It was scaring me how, you could have feelings for me. I don't know, I wasn't mature about it, and I still don't even think I am. ...