my friend and i recently came up with a really good idea:
vodka mixed with elderberry/lingonberry extract that he has
yes?
probably
vodka is a very taste lacking liquor so it can really be mixed with anything.
on another note, fuuuuuuck I just bought my first pack of cigarettes today and I feel terrible about it. I don't want to start smoking but the cravings were kicking in
I rationalized it by telling myself that the only opportunities I'll have to smoke are going to and from classes. I can't smoke physically in my house and rarely get up from my computer and wouldn't get up just to smoke when I'm home.
Also, I don't want to smoke at home because even though it doesn't really matter I don't want my parents to know I'm smoking more than like once a week.