I feel like a dumbass for finishing that. I thought it be a good idea, but no. It's like jenga. the more you put into it, the harder and forgeted up it is.
Fanfiction in my opinion is pretty handicapped but don't abandon writing all together. Come up with your own creative ideas and develop a story from scratch.
Also I'm surprised people are still arguing about this. Both sides are loving stupid. Well at least the majority.